im doing well nowadays. for studies, if u wanna talk abt grades its so-so. but i definitely feel more part of the BIG social work family (: (haa i cant wait for our captains ball match man! GO MATS N MINAH!! tak taku tak taku!). n since my presentations r so much fun, ive placed more emphasis on the process rather than outcomes n it's less pressurising! it's like whatever i do now, it is to benefit everybody n myself as social workers to be. to gain knowledge rather than for the grades! n this totally rocks! for dance it's also so-so but im getting more n more inspired n interested. it's like i found back my long-lost passion. relationships wise, im lucky to have such a great family n bf.

wads not so well perhaps is guilly. it's like Y MUST DANCE N GUILLY ALWAYS CLASH? i dont understand. n for a period of time i was abit half-hearted abt guilly cos im really at wits end as to how to handle joe. n truly speaking as much as i wan to being joe to the camp, im limited cos of time n im a lil afraid tht he'll get out of control n stuff. during med lect, we watch a vid which actually kinda inspired me n i believe tht no matter wad theres a will theres a way. who says joe will nv learn? i mean even a person who is hearing and visually impaired can learn how to speak eng (she only noes cantonese before tht!) it's craziness man! n her resillience n determination really is inspiring!

anws, i dont go for outings with them esp so cos ive to bring joe home. n since i haven join them for the gatherings it's weird to do so even if i dont need to bring joe home. of course i can still like casual talk with them n stuff but i dont feel the belongingness. n this also results in me being more concern for joe rather than guilly in general i guess. it's sad tht i dont feel part of guilly even after like almost 3 yrs? it's really hard to juggle 2 CCAs. i really tink ql did great juggling shooting, guilly n schoolwork.

sometimes i feel irritated by some pple but who m i to do tht? what gives me the right to impose my ideas on others? hmm, i must constantly remind myself this..

wow emo thoughts! haa anw i got A- for my samurai module n im gonna un-s/u it! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh i shd hav studied im sure i'll get A! it's like cos i got really good grades for my essay so i got complacent n dint study for my exams since i s/u it! whatever im still lucky i can revoke my s/u. ooo n my mkting sucks la i got C+ HAAHAAHAA! im totally not a business person!!!!! shall s/u my mno i guess! so i can NOT study for it wheeeeee*

whatever i cant sleep cos i slept too much in the day. help me ):